UPS AND DOWNS OF 2011

 In The Name of Allah The Most Gracious The Most Merciful

assalamualaikum :)

Hari ni 30.12.2011..meaning lusa dah masuk tahun baru masihi..Tahun pertama akan sambut birthday dengan angka 2 di depan..no more 'teen'..but that , physically la..deep inside , i'm still young and forever teen..muahaha..Everyone dok kalut update about 2011 and so do I..Just keeping the memories because manusia kan mudah lupa.. XD..okay , mari mula membebel :

2011

Like usual , 2011 is filled with so many ups and downs.Tak best la kan kalau asyik ups or downs je memanjang..Hidup ni kan ke macam roda ? what most important , live your life and keep on moving..Pakcik Albert Eistein pernah bermadah : '' life is like riding a bicycle , to keep your balance , you must keep moving ''.

Ups and downs.Banyak gilaaaa kalau nak tulis semua.Tak kira la dari aspect apa pon.Emosi , study , attitude , friends , etc..Tak kisah la , apa yang baik teruskan.Yang tak baik hentikan.Yang tak berapa baik , repair-kan sampai baik..hehe..Talk about study , 2011 is my last year as matric student..After one and half year bertapa kat Centre for Foundation Studies IIUM , Petaling Jaya.Alhamdulillah , all is well ( cerita 3 idiots sangat inspiring )..Tipu la kalau cakap semua pengalaman manis je..Komfem la ada rasa lain kan.Kadang2 pahit , masin , tawar etc.Tapi tu la rencah kehidupan yang menyedapkan riwayat hidup kita.Erm , I do have doubts on myself , sometimes.Thinking about people around me and their expectations..having doubt whether I can do this biotechnology course perfectly well or not..But then , I said to myself : '' Allah is the best planner after all..He knows everything and I'm not''..Just do the best , follow the flow and have no worries about future.Everything was determined by HIM..But that doesn't mean tak payah berusaha and just bertawakkal..Yang tu dah salah konsep kan ?  :D

Emosi..Another one thing yang akan serabut serabai kalau tak dikawal..The best thing to do bila bercakap soal emosi ni ialah dekatkan diri kita dengan sang maha Pencipta because ' The one who kneels to Allah can stand up for anything !' InsyaAllah , ujian apa pon yang datang , kita akan mampu tepis or just jentik je..hihi..Kadang2 memang la jiwa kacau  etc..Rasa nak nangis tapi taktau nak tumpang bahu siapa.Tak dinafikan , time sedih baru nak ingat Allah betul2..time dah lama2 happy baru ingat nak ucap Alhamdulillah..shame on me ! betul la kata orang , ujian itu akan mendekatkan kita dengan Allah..Just smile and walk through the obstacles..Keep in mind : '' kita tak pernah bersendiri..Allah sentiasa di sisi '' .

Family.Alhamdulillah , masih diberi nikmat ni..I love mak , abah , kakak kakak  and abang ! a bunch of thanks for everything ..sabar dan tabah layan my attitude yang sometimes tak matang langsung bak kata mak ( including abah , kakak and abang -.-'')..umur nak masuk 20 but perangai still macam budak2..Hehe , i think this is what people called as ' anak bongsu ' =P .Semoga nikmat kesihatan , rezeki dan kebahagiaan ni akan terus bertambah .Amin :D

Friends.Alhamdulillah , Allah gave me so many of them..The friend list just keep on increasing each year..Hopefully , the upcoming 2012 will be a better year for all of us..ukhuwah fillah abadan abada ( read : ukhuwah di jalan Allah selamanya )..

People change , and I'm one of them.Seriously , we learned from experiences.

Every time we talk about new year , people always ask about our goals or ' azam tahun baru '..Hmm , even azam tahun 2011 tak semua pon yang tercapai , but still i have my new azam..hihi..Just struggle , hope and pray to be a better person with a better personality.To be a better servant to Allah SWT , a better daughter to mak and abah , a better sister to kakak and abang , a better student to iium ? ( haha ) , a better friend etc.And of course , i will strive to the highest ! Fulfill all the dreams :D ( including azam tahun2 lepas..haha ) ..may Allah bless

Okay , berjela-jela sudah entry ni..Itu la padah bila jari dah mula sentuh keyboard..Ngeh =P ..Really hope 2012 will be a much better year ..btw , will start my degree in Biotechnology at IIUM Kuantan on 01/02/2012..Naa , nervous weh nak mulakan hidup kat sana pulak..Harap2 nya everything run smoothly la..Doakan ye :)

Semoga 2012 akan menjadi tahun yang lebih baik untuk kita semua :)..Amin

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p/s : hari tu masa maal hijrah nak update blog  about something related to hijrah la..Something to tell from my own experience , but then tak jadi because of some reasons..Ni tahun baru masihi baru berpeluang nak membebel kat sini.Almaklumlah , sekarang dah letak jawatan as minah kilang tu  ..Kui3..